Long Time Livin' Underground

I'm sitting here listening to one of my roommates' laundry attempting to expunge the odours and other abuses it absorbs from daily wear.

I'm hoping that this window into my enthrauling nightly life doesn't bore myself into scrapping this post.... hmmm...

Alright, moving on!

                                Where am I?

Another basement suite.

On the verge of failing all 3 classes.

Getting ready to peace out on my underpaid slave job.

Oh! Best of all: In a worth while relatinoship w/ my awesome fella :)

Let's see if I can get things done now!

A giant elephant [Murphy's Law] crashing down upon a porcelain doll [my hope]

Friends are good to my silly love life

I have come to the realization that if I am ever to end up with anyone I must become a lesbian.
I have reached this conclusion because my timing with guys is atrocious.

This year, I was so down to stay single and be selfish and only think of me, but then the perfect guy comes along: tall, handsome, is a gentleman, treats me with respect, never offers up a dull conversation, no awkward silence, makes eye contact. No one has treated me the way he has.

So being the girl I hate being I fall into people so easily then like them far toooooooo much so soon.

I get myself all worked up. I gain this new "hope" for something more than a crush or a fling. Of course stuff gets complicated within the individual's life & that "hope" is vanquished.

Metaphor of my love life: A giant elephant [Murphy's Law] crashing down upon a porcelain doll [my hope]

So I shall either become a lesbian or become asexual.