Whoa... I've changed locations!

End of term, how LOVELY!

Ok, so I'm not out of the clear just yet, but you know, there's only about 3 more papers left to write and 2 exams to jump on and scream "This is SPARTAAAAAAA".
*sigh* I for sure failed tonight- or rather, yesterday evening's -osteology exam. Trust me. When I state that I have failed something, I have legitimately failed it and I just have those spidey senses attached to failure, and I know it's terrible, but... I know me.

Anyways, I won't dwell because the course is offered on steroids during summer! In other words it's a fucktonne of information crammed into one month as opposed to 3 months, holy mother of God, I HOPE I PASSED :S

I guess I ought to tell you that at this precise moment I am standing in a room with low ceilings, interestingly crooked design, with boxes, clothing, and other random crap strewn all about.
'Why?' you might ask, well TADA! I no longer live with my parents! Instead I am now living in a basement suite with my darling Joe-bro (aka Hosephekina) and Jamesy (aka Ali's older brother).

This will be an interesting experience:
a) because my multiple High-interest No-fee Savings Accounts all pretty well say $0.00 and it's only been 3 days
b) because I am getting my wish of not having to live with crazy, emotional, psychotic girls
c) but at the same time I am now living with two boys (who by the way if you ever read this then I am telling you now, don't make a mess or I'ma dump it on your bed while you're sleeping!)
d) because I will probably end up getting sick of eating just pasta, otherwise I will have to start learning how to cook :S oh my
e) .... I'm just too tired to go on, but w/e there's a pub around the corner :)

Alrighty then... what else, what else?
Really, there's nothing?

I found out I own a lot of junk..
I HAVE PENGUIN CUPS AND MUGS! They finally get to be used after years of chilling in the Narnia of my jump the bump closet.

Also, for the month of December I allowed my employers to schedule me for graveyard shifts. So now I show up for work all zombified in the infant's department in Walmart from 11pm-7am. On my first shift I arrived feeling the effects of Mary Jane and sat down in the diaper aisle to chat it up w/ my drunk friend on my cellphone.
GOOD EFFICIENT & PRODUCTIVE TIMES!

Since it is about 2:50am I believe I have enough reason to complete my room arranging so that I can clear the crap off my bed and sleep!
Hopefully by the time I wake up, Joe will be off his night shift and we can go buy cheap, interesting art to fill the crusty walls of our new home and make the place look less crusty, empty and junky.

Good morning to all! And good night to moi!

Let's Have At Her: Warning this is a Rant!

Omg Internet!

I am on the verge of having a complete and utter meltdown at this point in time. So to relieve some of the stress that I have been enduring I must imprint this anger onto this blog page.

Firstly and fairly it is clearly me who has let this stress leech onto me, I know.

Since I did not allow myself a decent amount of study time for each of my courses (one day is NOT enough), I have been under a severe amount of stress and used ridiculously unorganized study habits.

Because of this absolutely idiotic pattern that I continue to use again and again, I have most definitely failed an entire flab-dabbin (I am going to not swear but instead use substitutes to keep my anger levels as low as possible) course and 4 months of my life which ultimately would have helped me save future time since this course (Anatomy Biology) will be useful to the field I wish to pursue.

Secondly, this is what I think of exams, holidays, and scheduling:
WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU HAVE EXAMS JUST DAYS BEFORE A GIGUNDO HOLIDAY CELEBRATED A MASS AMOUNT OF PEOPLE IN YOUR COUNTRY AND PLACE THE DATE OF THE EXAM ON A FLIP-FLAPPIN' WEEKEND AT 8:30 IN THE FRACK-TACKIN' MORNING WHEN THERE ARE SOME GOD FORSAKEN PEOPLE WHO LIVE AN HOUR AWAY FROM YOUR GOSH DARNED INSTITUTION?!?!?!?!?

But enough of the ALL caps.

This is how my week went:

Monday
-6:30 drive brother to work
-7:50 get edible items from grocery store
-10:00 start work
-18:00 get off work
-21:30 go to bed

Tuesday
-6:30 drive brother to work
-7:50 get breakfast from grocery store
-8:15 begin studying for Exam A
-17:00 pick brother up from work
-18:15 eat and get back to studying
-23:45 give up on studying and go to bed

Wednesday
-6:30 drive brother to work
-7:50 get orange juice from grocery store because of being ridiculously sick (just great)
-8:15 eat breakfast and study for Exam C
-16:00 pick brother up from work
-17:15 eat and get back to studying
-17:45 give up on studying
-21:00 go to bed

Thursday
-6:30 drive brother to work
-8:30 shower and go to school for Exam A
-13:30 begin Exam A
-15:30 leave school go straight to work
-17:00 begin work
-21:30 finish work go home
-22:00 go to bed

Friday
-6:30 drive brother to work
-8:30 realize that not enough studying was done for Exam C; ignore Exam B (STUPIDLY!)
-13:20 panic attack and tears over not enough study time
-15:00 pick up brother get something to eat
-16:20 colitis acts up over fast food + panic attack, stuck in traffic = BAD FLAPPIN' NEWS!
-17:15 study for Exam B; panicking
-20:00 mom arrives and distracts
-20:45 mom leaves, brother distracts
-22:00 go to bed

Saturday
-6:00 go to school
-8:30 begin Exam B
-9:20 exit Exam B --> cry because over half the questions were not answered and failing exam = failing course
-9:35 phone mom and cry some more
-10:30 eat food figure out how to fix school stuff
-11:00 begin studying for Exam C w/ classmates
-13:30 begin Exam C
-14:40 complete Exam C; feels confident; goes to mall to finish X-mas shopping
-16:00 gets back to brother's place; gets stuff together; family picks up and goes home
-17:00 finally home and wraps presents
-18:30 showers goes to bf's house
-20:30 goes to theatre to see Avatar w/ bf and his family

Sunday
-1:00 gets home from movie
-1:30 sleeps
-10:45 wakes up and eats
-11: 50 begins studying for Exam D
-20:20 leaves for brother's place
-20:50 arrives at brother's place, no key, can't get inside; phone not being answered either
-21:11 tries to find ice rink that brother is at = no luck
-21:30 goes back to place still no one there
-21:40 goes home
-22:33 dieing inside right friggin' now

And tomorrow I get to wake up UBER early because I have another 8:30 exam.... lucky friggin' me and at 1 o'clock in the afternoon tomorrow I get to work till 9:30pm.

I have a very bad feeling about the rest of this week because I will be working up until X-mas and I am sure that I will get my first write up because if ANY customer gives me lip, talks me down, is rude to me in any direct or indirect way I WILL react and I WON'T be nice about it!

Anyways, I should sleep because I'm going to school at 6 tomorrow morning.

Here's some hope for me that I won't panic attack again and that my colitis will not react to the panic attack because I won't be able to handle that.

Have a sleep-filled night, lovely dreams, and let's hope that I'll survive the rest of this dreadful week. :(
Happy Holidays

Exam Cramming

Good Day Internet,

Well, it's not really all too great of a day.

I'm studying for my Biological Anthropology final and so far... clearly... I am getting little to nowhere.

Exactly how is one to study one half of a course (or 2 months of a course) into one whole day? Well, hopefully because I am actually studying for this exam, I will do phenomenal on the final and rock the socks right off my teacher and get a wowingly awesome mark for the entire course!

I can dream anyways...

So it has been a while but that's mostly because of final papers that were due and then actually trying to study for things. This in itself will be a short blog because
A) I should be studying
B) I'm super hungry
C) I should be studying
D) I need to pick my brother up @ 6
& E) Well.... I should be studying!

I just think it's great that I can freak out at myself online but in reality do shit-all. Ha!

Good luck to me, this'll be my first exam and hopefully the studying will be better for my other courses as those are really lagging in the awesome mark department.

Any-shwhat, I'll be going now.

CRIMINAL MINDS IS AWESOME AND I KNOW I'M GETTING THE FIRST 3 SEASONS OF DEXTER FOR X-MAS!!!!! Bwahahhaha.... I'm cool.... no, not really. Maybe I'll just go eat now :/

Toodle-ooo