What do I want from Me?

It is finally evident that I have gotten one of my goals completed. One would hope that by the time they reached 21 they might have accomplished at least one thing and I can finally say that I have: no longer living in the home of my parental units. Yes, I did mention this in my previous post but I just feel that I ought to write out my future goals in sequence of how I wish for them to occur:

1) Complete my Anthropology Major and Geography Minor (yes, I realize this is a "duh" type thing since I'm pretty well there, but some people just end up giving up and I am hoping I won't find myself doing that)

2) Find a career that at least touches on some aspect of what I will have spent 5 years in post-secondary education learning (I need this considering I know someone who just graduated in my major and he is now training to be a paramedic, do I have any hope? I certainly do but for that hope to actually become something tangible may be another matter)

3) Travel with this career (I spent most of my up-bringing spending the longest of 3 years in one place. Now that I have lived in Victoria for the past 8 years :'( I feel very restless and I need to just go... go as in just book a flight to anywhere and get on with it with no plan other than going, going, going)

4) Be happy (So I know this should probably be higher in the list, but to be realistic, how is it fun to be stressed out of one's mind trying to figure out what they'll do for the rest of their life? That's a lot of pressure set on one person with so many options in the world. By the point of accomplishing my first 3 goals, I am hoping this will make me happy and that I can genuinly not feel like running away from everything... although Goal 3 is technically me running away, but running away WITH something)

5) Experience life to the fullest (I honestly have no clue what exactly this means because I doubt anyone has actually succeeded in doing so. But trying is something that can be done and if I'm having fun, being happy, and taking into consideration how lucky I am to know the people I know and having been the places I've been (and will go) I can build myself up and figure out all the goods and bads this world has to offer)

6) If it's out there for me: A Long-Term Love (Ok, do not call me a sap because this (at this stage in my life) is further down on the list and not one of my priorities right now. Of course it's always on my mind, but I'm sick of wondering "who will I end up with?" I want to be able to live now and feel now and if something happens with someone who's willing to be with me and wanting to be with me then so be it! I'm not a downer on love but I'm not going to write an entire novel about it either)

7) Have myself a little bumpkin (This is interchangeable with Goal 6 as I do not necessarily need to have the ideal "first comes love, then comes marriage, then comes the baby in the baby carriage". I feel that if I at least had a little one they could disown me less easily than a spouse or significant other. Pathetic sounding, perhaps, but it's true. And as much as my co-workers enjoy calling me "Baby-hater" I have a secret: I love babies and children... they also disgust me, but the thought of raising my own and trying to give another person opportunities to figure themselves out and learn and hopefully generate an all around decent human being sounds like the coolest thing ever)

8) Die young (Yeah, hush, I have a deal with a girlfriend. In all seriousness though, I do not ever want to get to the point I can't go to the toilet by myself and I would rather people remember me as a crazy person or a bitch than a crazy bitch who couldn't control her bladder or bowel movements at the very bitter end)

Mhmm

Whoa... I've changed locations!

End of term, how LOVELY!

Ok, so I'm not out of the clear just yet, but you know, there's only about 3 more papers left to write and 2 exams to jump on and scream "This is SPARTAAAAAAA".
*sigh* I for sure failed tonight- or rather, yesterday evening's -osteology exam. Trust me. When I state that I have failed something, I have legitimately failed it and I just have those spidey senses attached to failure, and I know it's terrible, but... I know me.

Anyways, I won't dwell because the course is offered on steroids during summer! In other words it's a fucktonne of information crammed into one month as opposed to 3 months, holy mother of God, I HOPE I PASSED :S

I guess I ought to tell you that at this precise moment I am standing in a room with low ceilings, interestingly crooked design, with boxes, clothing, and other random crap strewn all about.
'Why?' you might ask, well TADA! I no longer live with my parents! Instead I am now living in a basement suite with my darling Joe-bro (aka Hosephekina) and Jamesy (aka Ali's older brother).

This will be an interesting experience:
a) because my multiple High-interest No-fee Savings Accounts all pretty well say $0.00 and it's only been 3 days
b) because I am getting my wish of not having to live with crazy, emotional, psychotic girls
c) but at the same time I am now living with two boys (who by the way if you ever read this then I am telling you now, don't make a mess or I'ma dump it on your bed while you're sleeping!)
d) because I will probably end up getting sick of eating just pasta, otherwise I will have to start learning how to cook :S oh my
e) .... I'm just too tired to go on, but w/e there's a pub around the corner :)

Alrighty then... what else, what else?
Really, there's nothing?

I found out I own a lot of junk..
I HAVE PENGUIN CUPS AND MUGS! They finally get to be used after years of chilling in the Narnia of my jump the bump closet.

Also, for the month of December I allowed my employers to schedule me for graveyard shifts. So now I show up for work all zombified in the infant's department in Walmart from 11pm-7am. On my first shift I arrived feeling the effects of Mary Jane and sat down in the diaper aisle to chat it up w/ my drunk friend on my cellphone.
GOOD EFFICIENT & PRODUCTIVE TIMES!

Since it is about 2:50am I believe I have enough reason to complete my room arranging so that I can clear the crap off my bed and sleep!
Hopefully by the time I wake up, Joe will be off his night shift and we can go buy cheap, interesting art to fill the crusty walls of our new home and make the place look less crusty, empty and junky.

Good morning to all! And good night to moi!