Good Day Interwebs,
So I stumbled across this website: http://www.escapeintolife.com/artist-watch/kipling-west/
and thought this artist's work was really interesting.
That's really about all I have to say right now because I really do not want to start actually doing work :/ oh me oh my...
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Connect the Dots
Dear Interwebs,
So I look in the mirror everyday, I change my clothes everyday, I take a shower everyday, I check my weight every once in a while (basically everyday).
For some reason I never seemed to connect the dots. Over the past year I have gained 15 lbs and have become more curvy or w/e. I have noticed the stretchmarks on my thighs and elsewhere. I have also noticed whenever I've gained weight. I look down at my gut rather often and poke it to see how bouncy it gets and how far my finger sinks into the flab that has developed on my stomach.
So why, until just today, after months of doing this and noticing these things have I actually fully realized that I have gained unhealthy flab weight?
I think it struck me most when I looked down and realized that the depth of my naval was more than before, as in I actually had push the flab out of the way to see the pit of it.
Maybe I only realized this now because I was trying to convince myself that the reason why I have had to up my pant size from a 4 to an 8 in no time at all was because of my medication and because I was becoming more of a woman....
Good heavens, I have let myself go!!!
I am now going to have to measure out how much food I intake because lately all I do is wait till I am starving and then stuff my face full of as much food in as little time as possible and then realize, once it has hit the full capacity of my stomach that "oh... I should have stopped eating 8 moutfulls ago"
Well, now I get to enjoy the painful process of monitoring my food intake and actually putting effort in to running on the dusty treadmill at the bottom of my stairs.
-_-
completely and utterly my fault....
Now.... OFF TO WORK.... or bed.... sounds better
So I look in the mirror everyday, I change my clothes everyday, I take a shower everyday, I check my weight every once in a while (basically everyday).
For some reason I never seemed to connect the dots. Over the past year I have gained 15 lbs and have become more curvy or w/e. I have noticed the stretchmarks on my thighs and elsewhere. I have also noticed whenever I've gained weight. I look down at my gut rather often and poke it to see how bouncy it gets and how far my finger sinks into the flab that has developed on my stomach.
So why, until just today, after months of doing this and noticing these things have I actually fully realized that I have gained unhealthy flab weight?
I think it struck me most when I looked down and realized that the depth of my naval was more than before, as in I actually had push the flab out of the way to see the pit of it.
Maybe I only realized this now because I was trying to convince myself that the reason why I have had to up my pant size from a 4 to an 8 in no time at all was because of my medication and because I was becoming more of a woman....
Good heavens, I have let myself go!!!
I am now going to have to measure out how much food I intake because lately all I do is wait till I am starving and then stuff my face full of as much food in as little time as possible and then realize, once it has hit the full capacity of my stomach that "oh... I should have stopped eating 8 moutfulls ago"
Well, now I get to enjoy the painful process of monitoring my food intake and actually putting effort in to running on the dusty treadmill at the bottom of my stairs.
-_-
completely and utterly my fault....
Now.... OFF TO WORK.... or bed.... sounds better
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